Life lately has looked like me sitting in an office doing some pastoral work for the most part of my days. It is incredibly wild for me to experience this because before now, I only dreamed of spending the majority of my time crafting music for any and everyone who can relate to God’s work in my life.
I can not forget the first feeling I had when I realised that God would have me pastor a church, & a church in IPAJA!? bruh! I wept! I really did because, I just wanted to make music all day, sing it all day, and tour for the rest of my life with the love of my life… and most definitely away from Ipaja.
Right now, I am simply grateful to God for the strength to be obedient. I wouldn’t have it any other way. See, we would all give account to God and I do not want to stutter with excuses when I see Him. I also have a better sense of why God chose me for this work (gist for another day), so that helps my heart be more present. You know, there was a time I simply showed up to serve because “God sent me”, but now, I show up because I understand the assignment and the need for my presence better. This doesn’t always feel great, but with purpose & love comes sacrifice. Remember Jesus on the cross? *wink wink*.
I am sharing this because I know that some of you are either in the middle of obedience, or at the brink of it. If you find that it doesn’t feel easy, I need you to know that Obedience is always better.
Also, if you think this means I wouldn’t serve you great music anymore then you must be kidding. LOL! A couple of months ago, after seeing how tedious my assignment would be, I went into my home studio, pulled out the piano and recorded some intimate songs to keep your feet about the water. I would be releasing one on the 31st - a song I have had in my heart for 8 years. If you are looking for a soundtrack to help you meditate on the ‘Shepherd-hood’ of Jesus, this one has got you covered. Use the button below to hear a snippet.
After you listen to the snippet, come share your experience with me. I would love that!
[ Listen Here ]
Jo Deep
It’s safe to say these letters are for me, because HOW do they address what I’m going through every time😅 can’t wait for the 31st!💃🏾💃🏾
God bless you immensely sir for making ‘Shepherd’. I pray for more grace for you and for myself to wholeheartedly believe the lyrics for my own life in Jesus name.